Hm. I hate blogging cos u dunno how much to blog and den tinking abt how much to blog is a real pain in the neck cos it makes u feel like u r scamming the world around u by being insincere and hiding the true urself. and u knoe tt im alwaes true to myself. like i do watever i do. and i dun give a heck even if it were to hurt other ppl feelings. like erm oh no standing up for my own rights to my parents over significabt issues? ahaha no laaaa. but i oso dun tend to want to hurt ppl. as in i try to give in wheneevr possible laaaaaaaaa. ahahaha. hmmm... how much have i achieve for dis yr ah. everything seems to have gone past in a blur. was laffing to myself over how JOHN SCAMMED ME TT DIANE WANTED TO MEET ME IN CANTEEN and HOW I WAS DUMB ENUFF TO BELIEVE. and how yx made me cry in STJ. and how we had fun hosting the china buddies and watching sunshine. or watching spiderman 3 (oso the last movie tt i have watched :( sad no life me) with yx while ponning ct. ahahaha. i tink theres dis streak of rebelliousness within me tt is dying to get expressed. which prolly explains whyy i derive so much pleasure screwing up all the tuitions tt i have been to (trust me screwing up jiang lao shi wasnt the worst thing tt i have done ok, wad i did at my chinese essay tuition in primary 4-5 was much much worse, like throwing slippers in cls. and when i was in pri 3 i rmbred i bully dis girl who bullied me (dun ask me wad she did but i was quite pissed) until she cry. ahahah so much for revenge rite, the bully abit zai den in the end kena victimised by the victim. lol. and in case u dunno i like typing in chunks like dis. ahaha.but den rite i have oso observed tt dis streak onli comes out when i feel comfortable laaa. like with the reach cambridge ppl all the foolishness seems to come out of me so naturally. most prolly cos got jinx there laaaa. LIKE PLS JUMP AND TRY TO TOUCH THE CEILING EVERY 3 M TT WE WALK ALONG THE CORRIDOR AH. ahahaha. so farny! ahaha. acting dumb can be v fun u knoe. #1: its the perfect excuse when u rly screw up, cos ppl tink u just fooling around and trying to perfect ur image (like the lt3 incident which i confess was real) and den #2 its so fun just to make ppl tink tt dey got u when actually u got dem! aahaha dunno how to explain but its just i like making ppl, even if at the expense of myself, so when dey laff den i oso feel v happy lor. and #3 it lets down ppl's guard, so dey bcome less wary and more open to u laaa! and when ppl r more open theres less suspicion around so everyones happier laaaa! ahahaha