wow! my life's so exciting! cant believe tt i used to crave for dis kinda super hectic lifestyle but now tt u get to run here and there and wonder how many things u can strike off ur to-do list den u appreciate how fun it is to actually stone at home and sleep. yeah sleep. ahahah. ydsp is fun but seriously its a waste of time laaaaa. ahahah not tt im complaining cos of the 300 bucks budden rite all of us are so packed tt we cant even organise a single lousy trip to lousy pulau ubin. i mean when on earth have u ever heard tt to even find a day when everyone can go off to pulau ubin tgter to soak in the mud and let mozzies bite us is so damn difficult tt u have to delay the whole trip by abt 1 mth. yeah as in wait 1 mth den finally u hit on a date tt can go one. and incidentally by the time we can go rite, the report submission oso due liao. shufu. ahahaha. and to tink tt i havent even started on my lun wen. grrrrrr. ahahahaha lol mood swing la. BUT THERES SO MUCH TO DO LA. JUST FINISHED THE STEWARTON SHIT PPT. PLS AH WE RLY GIVE A DAMN ABT SCOTLAND"S POLITICS AH. alalllaaaaa and my buddy is a guy some more. ahaha not tt im despo la, budden sengyeow got me all jealous when he say dj's buddy whos some girl who owns 2 horses and a super big hse is so n2 in emailing him just to tell him tt dey r buddies. so shuang rite to have a super n2 buddy. ahahaha. my buddy better be gd. still no news abt wysc. i tink im kinda giving up on it liao. lol. can tell in the frequency tt i go on isc nowadays. ahiz so many things screw up u start losing confidence in urself

Hm. I hate blogging cos u dunno how much to blog and den tinking abt how much to blog is a real pain in the neck cos it makes u feel like u r scamming the world around u by being insincere and hiding the true urself. and u knoe tt im alwaes true to myself. like i do watever i do. and i dun give a heck even if it were to hurt other ppl feelings. like erm oh no standing up for my own rights to my parents over significabt issues? ahaha no laaaa. but i oso dun tend to want to hurt ppl. as in i try to give in wheneevr possible laaaaaaaaa. ahahaha. hmmm... how much have i achieve for dis yr ah. everything seems to have gone past in a blur. was laffing to myself over how JOHN SCAMMED ME TT DIANE WANTED TO MEET ME IN CANTEEN and HOW I WAS DUMB ENUFF TO BELIEVE. and how yx made me cry in STJ. and how we had fun hosting the china buddies and watching sunshine. or watching spiderman 3 (oso the last movie tt i have watched :( sad no life me) with yx while ponning ct. ahahaha. i tink theres dis streak of rebelliousness within me tt is dying to get expressed. which prolly explains whyy i derive so much pleasure screwing up all the tuitions tt i have been to (trust me screwing up jiang lao shi wasnt the worst thing tt i have done ok, wad i did at my chinese essay tuition in primary 4-5 was much much worse, like throwing slippers in cls. and when i was in pri 3 i rmbred i bully dis girl who bullied me (dun ask me wad she did but i was quite pissed) until she cry. ahahah so much for revenge rite, the bully abit zai den in the end kena victimised by the victim. lol. and in case u dunno i like typing in chunks like dis. ahaha.but den rite i have oso observed tt dis streak onli comes out when i feel comfortable laaa. like with the reach cambridge ppl all the foolishness seems to come out of me so naturally. most prolly cos got jinx there laaaa. LIKE PLS JUMP AND TRY TO TOUCH THE CEILING EVERY 3 M TT WE WALK ALONG THE CORRIDOR AH. ahahaha. so farny! ahaha. acting dumb can be v fun u knoe. #1: its the perfect excuse when u rly screw up, cos ppl tink u just fooling around and trying to perfect ur image (like the lt3 incident which i confess was real) and den #2 its so fun just to make ppl tink tt dey got u when actually u got dem! aahaha dunno how to explain but its just i like making ppl, even if at the expense of myself, so when dey laff den i oso feel v happy lor. and #3 it lets down ppl's guard, so dey bcome less wary and more open to u laaa! and when ppl r more open theres less suspicion around so everyones happier laaaa! ahahaha

whyy issit tt everytime im so free tt i try blogging i must first waste an additional 5 min guessing wad my password and username i used... ahahaha so super forgetful alwaes, i wish i cld rmbr things better.

well i have resolved to work harder! yay! so todae when i woke up i told myself i shall piah. after slacking nonstop for one whole mth in bitter denial. ha. budden later i on the com and started lexpert until 10 and den after tt i nothing better to do so go slp. so in the end abit productive. haiz. ahahah.