wootz

MWAHAHAHA. things have been gg frm bad to worse. ugh. i cant seem to delete the previous blog which is like super childish laa. LOLs. everything in my life seems to screw up and well it seems as doh onli colorgenics rly understands how i feel, which makes it even weirder. Stm abt being at the end of ur tether, and how u r swarmed with so much adversity tt like the "proverbial ostrich" u just wanna dig ur head in the sand and DAO everything. And dey said stm abt me pursuing trivialities instd. HMPH. ARE DEY TRYING TO IMPLY SCRABBLE IS A TRIVIALITY! JI DAN. SHLD JUST GO SUE PAUL GOLDIN LAAA.

well it seems as doh im becoming immune to setbacks liao. wads tt word ah. yeah STOIC. hm. like u kena whacked so v many times until the sensory neurone cant sense anything liao. (NO ITS NOT MEANT TO BE FUNNY SO DUN DOTZ OR ERPZ ME) so after not qualifying for wysc i tink i just zibei-ed for a while den like resigned to fate liao. I KNEW DIS WAS COMING LIAO LAAA. AS IN MY LIFES SO SCREWED UP I DUN EVEN DOUBT TT TOMOLO IS THE END OF THE WORLD (which is kinda great since den dunnid go OP).

BUT GETTING RESIGNED TO IT DOESNT MEAN I DUN WANT TO GO OK. AND THK GH FOR RLY MAKING ME HAPPY (despo ppl cling on to any vestige of hope left no matter how slim) AND GG BACK TO SCRABBLE OR NOT I TINK MOZ PROB I WILL JUST DAO SCRABBLE UNTIL 08 EOY. LOL. I DID SAY JGCC WILL BE MY FINALE. BUT WELL. HAIZ. DUN WANT TO TOK ABT IT LIAO LA.

nonetheless looking back so much things have changed. still rmbr earlier dis yr during mill cup when lokelf was asking me to help her count tiles in the staff rm. she was like giving me pep tok and she was saying NEXT TIME IF U EVER BCOME LIKE ONE OF DEM DUN EVER BCOME A ROBOT like hubert ahahhaaa oh no im backstabbing anyone here but rly lor she refering to u cos she added some rather vivid descriptions of u. LIFE"S MORE DEN SCRABBLE. i rmbr i was like uh i will nvr be a master. i will nvr become one of dem. and look where im now, a full-fledged master (lol pls dun point out tt my rtg is still below 1600). 2 yrs ago in sec 3 when we went to the stupid boarding sch to squat i play scrabble every nite with gh rite, play for the whole mth i rmbr i NEARLY won him only once. i rmbred i happily missed a bingo as i couldnt find a spot to play when actually there was a nice bingo lane waiting for me, PREZ hooking REZ. JI DAN rite. TTS LIKE SO NOOB LAAA. Play for like 2 games every nite for 1 mth (tts nearly 60 games) and won him not once. tts a disgrace. and the statistic ddidn improve when we went to beijing, last yr i helping him train for wysc, i was like SUPER DUPER happy tt i finally won him AFTER LIKE WAD 9999999999 games. JI DAN LA. SSSS?? and he got stuck with the Q. IF I DUN WIN NOW I CAN GO JUMP LA. i rmbr the first ever tourney, held at VJC, nats 04 when i was in div e, i look at the masters board and WOW first move PLS SEAFRONT FOR 80 POINTS AH. i was like OMG one day i want to be like dem. and now finally i am. SO WHY M I COMPLAINING LAAAAA TT I LOSE ALL MY GAMES LOLS.

WELL AND OMG SOME LAME BUGGERS and pigs and fungi and viruses ACTUALLY DO VISIT AND TAG ON MY LAME AND STUPID BLOG! but tt was the other one. HAHAHAH!!!! LOL IF U READING DIS RITE NOW GO SLAP URSELF AND TELL URSELF TT I JUST WASTED 5 MINS OF MY OWN PRECIOUS TIME!!!!! HEEHEE.

wow tts a pretty long post. ahahahaa sry for wasting ur time. dun tink anyone understands my rantings doh.